UGADI...........

yuga yugadi kaledaru ..... yugadi marali barutide... hosa varushake hosa harushava hosathu hosathu tarutide.. hosahu hosathu tarutide... yuga yugadi kaledaru.........
indu Paarthiva nama samvatsarada phaalguna krishna paksha amavaasye..... varshada koneya dina.... Da.Ra. Bendre yeshtu chennagi heliddare hosathu hosathu tartutide antha... idu nijana?? doesnt this seem like paradox every time one comes across this concept of being new every year??? does this help one to forget his past?? does this help one to forget the mishaps of the precious year?? does it?? ............... last year my friend met witha fatal accident...can i forget that?? five years before another friend was electocuited alive..... can i forget that?? naavu saamanya vaagi bevu bella tintivalla.... notice maadiddira... kahi tumba hoththu ulidu biduththe baayalli... haage jeevanadalli kooda durghatanegalu kooda alva?? when the concept of neem and jaggery is to have an equal share of joy and sorrows ..... then y does one have to go thru more sorrows... y does it take eternity to erase out of the memory chip that god has assembled in us?? does this have an answer... when one is in a jovial mood... he may not be able to share with his comapnion...cos he is deep down burried in sorrows... instead if being humane he will share the sorrows of his companion.... does life really change with the new year, with a new era?? does it?? you will still face the same routines of life... the monotony of life... was it different before when our ancesstors initiated this practise of a new year.... although by calculations the terra firma might have finished it's revolution..... lets put it this way that it has completed a cycle of 365 days... was it different then?? did they really see a change in the montony of life?? did they shed their sorrows of the previous year... did they start life afresh??
i guess am being too banal... eega yeradu cubicle pakka nanna team supervisor koothiddane.... olleyavne... he is bound by the limits too... nodtha iddane naanu yen maadtha iddini antha.. maththe varsha todakina dina avana mukha node nodtini... manealli hale taapatryagalu mugidu hogtava indina dinakke?? naale yenu chintene irolva?? My dad's eternal nagging.... my brothers high raised voice against me... my mom worrying what i am doing really in life... will i go somewhere in life?? is there an end to all these at theend of any year?? but random thoughs again... i should say wandering thoughts... lemme go back to Da.Ra. Bendre... avarige probably peer pressure annodu irlilla ansuththe..... that could be the reason he started his life afresh every year.... Bendre master as he was called by most of his contemporaries as well as his niche circle of acquaintances.... avarige anyaya aagide annodu nanna bhavane... i personally feel that he is a better and a greater poet than KuVemPu .... ee novu yugadi yenu yuganthyada vareugu irode alva?? it goes to grave with me ansuththe... yello manassina hindina tumulagalu maththe haleya gaayada kaleyanthe yeddu kaanse kaansaththe alva? i think i am talking very much relative only to me... naanu helidanalla nanna team supervisor .... avanige ee varsha team manager aagi appraisal aaglilla anno koragu yugadiyondige marethu hogtana ... i sometimes pity this guy.... jeevanadalli sihi kahi samavaagirli antha nanna tande bevu bella kodtare prati varsha... ee varshanaadru adu samavaagirli antha yochistha iddini....

yuga yugadi kaledaru ....... yugadi marali barutide.....hosa varushake ...hosa harushada hosathu hosathu tarutide...hosathu hosathu tarutide... yuga yugadi kaledaru.............

TIME..................

yochane maadtha idde... officenalliddini... tejaswige patra baribeku....customer issue resolve maadbeku...MBA samachara yenaaythu antha nodbeku....idara madhye malagabeku... need to put this body to rest for sometime alva... idakkella time yellide antha yochne maadtha idde... aaga i came across a thought some unfortunate ppl .....but very fortunate though.... yenalla maadilla adu with in a small time... they rose to fame name and undieing popularity.... first thing that came across to my mind SRINIVASA RAMANUJAM ...... avaru badukiddidde 32 varshagalu.... what a man he was what he was gifted with is beyond imagination antha.... yello yaaro helida haage nenapu.... ramanujam avara hatra ondu sanna pusthaka iththanthe.... it was filled with theorems n theorems n theorems... yaaro proof yelli swamy antha keliddakke... avaru helidranthe... y fear when i am here antha... y do u need proof whem i am with u antha.... but unfortunately he isnt ne more... but the heights to which he rose in a span of 32 yrs ... what can ne body say about him.... illinda maththe drift aaythu manassu.... ashtallade heliddara daasaru manavemba markata antha....... drift aagiddaadru yellige Che Guevara de la serna annon obba mathamana kadege... marxist communist avanu..... avanu medical student ....can ne one believe that?? nam haage naavu namm maneyoru antha iddidre... probably one of the richest men in his community aagtidno yeno..... adella hogli bidi avanu fight maadiddaadru ... yaarige... for his motherland??? no he fought for some one else... for the cause of humanity... all this in just the 40 yrs he lived..... ivarannella nodidre naavu yaatarador antha ansaththe... but i was talking to my friend a coupla days ago... i was talking about doing some funding for some kids... he had to say was the way of living... he said y dont u do that for urself first antha.... but one will definitely do something for himself all the time rite.... there has to be some extent of altruism in every one ...some where... some time... when u look back ..... one needs to see what he has given to the society back right???.... oh am deviating again... i guess this suits my blog title..turmoil.... chaos ..chaotic state of mind.... but then time again is relative not just two different individuals but to each individual himself/herself ... time frame could be long enough to do things and ould be short enough to do either.... how i am cursing my inabilty of putting my thoughts across in words ....... chaos...chaos and total chaos... is the word of the moment... will write soon more that makes sense to ppl....

creation......evolution of a single celled ameoba to the blogspot

....... err this has been probably the first ever post some one or rather myself is writing .... well i never knew how i would create a blog for myself......then i came across a friend venkatesh... he guided me to create this page of mine for myself..... idolle chikka maklu keltaralla nangnangenaa antha aa tara aaythu nodi... as i told u creation of this blogspot traces back to those days of an unicellular organism called the ameoba... which evolved to be probably multicellular organism... and so to the ape.... my ancestor... nanna kolajja...neanderthals.... paleolithic man...stone age... yen yeno...first civilisation in the basins of the river nile...the greatest of the rivers where man evolved.... then a lot again... indusvalley .... harappa mohenjadaaro civilisation... aryans dravidians... samskrutha...tamil...kannada... oh my gawd.... that's where probably i find my roots ansuththe....kannada...sirigannamdam gelge.....sirigannadam baalge... kannadada kanva b.m.sri heliddu idanna alva....howdu avare heliddu...... so rightly said..... but tracing back again... yelli yelli idelladara moola.... hege huttithu aa ondu unicellular organism...adakke munche yeniththu... what was there before that... who was there.... who lived??? was the terra mater filled with vacuum??? how can be something be created with nothing?? so how can something evolve out of nothing??? i guess this makes one to contemplate the existence of the supreme natural...super natural.. inhumanely natural force ...which has created that unicellular organism... whom i call GOD..... u call it wahtever i choose to call him the GOD... he exists ...definitely exists....matter cannot be created from anti matter or vacuum... so the super natural force is there and most definitely there..... i guess i will write some other time some more